Sunday, July 10, 2005
had psch class gathering yday! felt really nice to catch up with every1 after 7 long yrs since we left 6/2 :) there'r so much to remember, so much to recall, so much to miss. think i miss my psch days the most out of my schooling life. i hated ny so there's nth much dat i wanna rem abt it n as for nj, haha i found my canoeing collar pin just the other day n suddenly found myself missing the times when me n my teammates, seniors/juniors rowing up n down kallang river, running round n round the track, doing weights n circuits, playing ball games n frisbee, spending time tog during the training camps.. it's all still so fresh in my mind..
anw national schools r just arnd the corner. next wk only! wish i can go n watch my juniors n b there to give them the support n encouragement they nid but i'll probably b away at hall 2 camp.. thinking of getting out of camp just to go watch but i wonder if they'll allow me too.. haha i'll c how when the time comes ba. think some of the jnrs r feeling v stressed abt it but who wldnt b? i was going crazy at dis time last yr but i'm really glad dat my teammates were there for me, mr nasiman was there to help me with my rowing, n i'm especially thankful to benjamin for all the beautiful quotes dat he'll send me daily to encourage me. altho now we arent close anymore n never will b again, i'm alr happy just to noe dat i once had such a gd fren, one so close dat i almost tot of him as a brother. still rem the times when we talked abt so manymany things, n i rem thinking dat he's q a special person cos he always shows me a different perspective on the same matter.
talking abt him makes me think of jeffrey but i shant talk so much abt him tho i think i haf much³ more to say abt him. just wan to say dat i admit dat i think he's probably the one who treats me the best tho i treat him the worst but i think dat was wad i had to do so it cldnt b helped. just think dat it's so true dat sumtimes (or actually, mayb most of the times), the person who loves u most is not the one u love most. n the the one u love most is usually not the one who loves u the most.
yup. i'll b away at camp for q a long time, i wonder how much i will b missed. bleahs
random thoughts at 6:20:00 AM
